There are those times when you're waiting for someone and you're excited and you keep waiting but they never show. WTF right? Happens. Make the best of it write a blog.
It's hard to see the good in things. Today I kept reacting to traffic. That's something that I need to let go of. I need to find a way to get out of the car.
There's more to it, isn't there?
I know.
The Lil Man keeps me sane and he's only ten. He's smart. I am lucky.
Today I was discussing crap with a co worker. I young guy. 18. He's got a girlfriend and he listens. He's smart too. I was talking shit.
Then he admitted to me, that he listened to me. That sometimes the things I say make sense and help him see another perspective.
Now I'm a nasty pessimist, and I am a little crude, but this kid gets me.
That makes me feel sane. Lil Man gets me too and that means so much.
Now back to not hating on crap. What sucks? I have to think about it. To think it through. focus on the shit, then while stewing in your own misery, finding the bright side.
Knowing how to look at the bright side of shit, that's what i'd like to be better at. Getting up while you're down.
That's really an art that I want to master.
So I should ask myself to list what makes me angry tomorrow, in tomorrows blog.
Wish me luck!
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