Learn to write a script

Whoa, this blog shit's working, Im challenging myself to do shit.
Tried to make a list of things I hate! And right from the get go I seemed to change the way I see shit! Looking for things to hate, seems to give you another perspective,   and it's hard to find out what it is that really set you off.

I had such a sweet day and I realized I have to start creating script. so I should look into how to make those.

I'm also learning how to do another job. It's not my favourite but it is something.

I need to organize my thoughts that'll keep my head clear. That clarity is what maters, ten steps ahead.

There is this guy that I work with, he's kind of an ass and he asked me to make him internet famous.
I need to do this. I need to put him on that internet in a way that'll make him famous, but in an appropriate way.

I can see something. I should really look in to how to write a script

Focus on the bright side of shit.

There are those times when you're waiting for someone and you're excited and you keep waiting but they never show. WTF right? Happens. Make the best of it write a blog.

It's hard to see the good in things. Today I kept reacting to traffic. That's something that I need to let go of. I need to find a way to get out of the car.

There's more to it, isn't there?
I know.

The Lil Man keeps me sane and he's only ten. He's smart. I am lucky.

Today I was discussing crap with a co worker. I young guy. 18. He's got a girlfriend and he listens. He's smart too. I was talking shit.

Then he admitted to me, that he listened to me. That sometimes the things I say make sense and help him see another perspective.
Now I'm a nasty pessimist, and I am a little crude, but this kid gets me.

That makes me feel sane. Lil Man gets me too and that means so much.

Now back to not hating on crap. What sucks? I have to think about it. To think it through. focus on the shit, then while stewing in your own misery, finding the bright side.

Knowing how to look at the bright side of shit, that's what i'd like to be better at. Getting up while you're down.

That's really an art that I want to master.

So I should ask myself to list what makes me angry tomorrow, in tomorrows blog.

Wish me luck!

Destiny In Writing

How many of my goals have I achieved! Well fuck, the Planche? Is hard as fuck! But I have traveled! To the USA, Twice! And it was great.

Now what?

 Drone? Well I am droning, I would like to take a little bit of a risk and buy a drone! It'd be bad ass.
There is so many regulations out here! There is so much always going on in my head! I forget that I am here to tell the story.

What story?

Well about the city of Edmonton! Fuck it's a waste of a place! We were a booming, oil industry power house! We produce oil! Not just any oil though! Alberta is know internationally for it's dirty oil! I'm from here! I've seen what the oil industry can do to a population!

Canadians are a hard working bunch! At least we were, until corporate greed dismantled our infant national pride! Now we're more of less a crowd of people who are awful polluters. We waste more then any other nation in the world! That's not a statistic, it's my belief!
 Our systems are meant to inure more money not to achieve any goals! From healthcare, governance, to education and safety, we have developed a system that focuses on one thing, greed. It's new for me to truly have to believe this but I do.

I'm going to infiltrate the system. I have an idea. I'm no longer going to use my right for free speech to express how I feel. I am going to make a declaration that I will hid my true opinions toward the bureaucratic, councillors, and dogs of my city and I am going to publicly embrace them.

That's what I am going to do.

The first thing I'm going to do is share with my fellow Edmontonians that I have a love for Hockey. Our city prides itself as one of the go to places for really hockey! We have a love for the game in this city that far exceeds the love of the people!  The System knows that, and by system I mean the leaders of all the social programs, from governance to education.

I just ate 20 timbits during my writing of these paragraphs~

There is a way inside! I feel like I'm meant to be the biggest fan of the shit I hate!

I'm going to do this.

Step on is to declare my love of the YEG Oilers! And find way to glorify this piece of shit org!
Step two would be to Glorify the government people, and the city officials.
Provincial officials too, they'll need me to take a closer look inside of them, then the media.

Let's put them on a pedestal and see if they will accept me. Maybe I'll learn to accept them.