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I swiped on a dudes wife tonight, Hot as fuck and I almost got to bang her but I bitched out ...
She was this cute little mom of 2,
"I love my man, and he wants me to fuck someone and film it.' she told me nervously.
I was like "really, Im down" so I strapped my gear together to do a POV porn.
Fuck Ive been shooting for years never though of doing a porno.
This woman was beautiful. Top tear and taken care of, this wasn't a trampy whore, she was a business lady.
She invited me into her bedroom and then called her dude on Facetime.
I mean I was willing to talk to him but I wasn't down to bang his wife on Live camera.
I tried for a second tho, to run through the scenario that he offered and I couldn't get my shit to work.
I needed to connect with her. I could tell she loved him, and that I was involved something pretty deep.
"We've been to couples counselling about this, this has been months in the making" she explained to me, as I stared at her sitting there, tits out, beautiful, I was jerking off. I wanted my body to let this happen, it wasn't having it tho.
I felt bad for under achieving, she was so hot.
He's a lucky fucker I thought to myself, and she was listening to everything he was telling her to do. She was so connected to him. It was strange but it was also endearing.
There were elements to the whole that I don't think I fully understand and Ill see what this does to me.
It was expansive and scary, I think it was ok tho.
For now
if anything i bitched out.
I think it's cause I wasn't open about it with my lover
I rushed home to talk to her about it.
She knows me. When I'm with her I get excited,
I never have the problem that I had tonight. She's beautiful too.
"I did it because I wanted to see if I would be able to do it.!!" I told her
" You weren't" she said.
Tinder ...
