Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Wortely

Warts, like what the fuck, warts. What's it suppose to mean? Asking myself that question has not helped, I'll just have to ask the internet!! Hey internet! Are you listening?

There's companies showing interest in me! That's awesome because I have no where to go but up!
I can not wait to meet with more people to learn about what there is to do in my field.

I'm interested in recruiting more photographers and building a community that I control and maintain. To do so I need skilled photographers. How did I become skilled?
 It's funny to think about, but photography has come slowly to me. Image manipulation, fuck, that's coming slower.

Someone tried to seduce me today! Now that's awesome. It's weird, I don't know about the relationship, don't think it could handle me fucking another person. It's weird cause I never want to write about this shit.  Gotta start.

So I realized I'm worth a bunch of money.  I want to build communities for money. That's what I want to do. I am a global citizen that wants to build a better world for tomorrow. I think everyone can drive a Porsche because I want to drive one!

and that's ok.

I want to drive all sorts of beautiful vehicles. Fuck cars I want houses, and land for my babies and their grand kids. Why's it so hard to think about exactly what you need. You need to dream big to think right.
I don't want to fuck my ex girl friend. I fell off my bike last night, in front of the lil man! And he was embarrassed, I hurt my hand.

Energy and success pull us together, but in the long term it's never everyone that gets to reap the benefits.

It's the person in control of the game.   

Saturday, September 10, 2016

Cunt

Not everyone is going to see things. It's funny how I could handle the most nerve racking situations sometimes. I get intimidated.
I do.

I am totally not ashamed of it. There are those who run when they're scared. I don't run, I'm more of a "deer in headlights" kind of guy. I just want people around me to succeed, that's how I'm going to succeed. If I'm all around the stuff I'll grow. I remember having people around me who pulled at me. I was never able to manage finishing anything I wanted.

I don't want to be that to others.

Make sure you're not either.

Bitch

Thursday, September 8, 2016

trying to stay focused

God has given us so many excuses, but instead of doing what he pleads for us to do in our own minds we do the opposite. That's the balance, but there is harmony for those who listen.
I can take amazing photographs and shoot incredible footage, but it's not where I'm destined to be. I think I'll always be a photographer, but there is more then meets the eye.

Why is it so important to share with others? It just is, and really sharing with others helps justify all those times you took something just for you. We all do it, take a little more. That's what makes our days that much better. That double double, or that extra beer after the game, the car we drive. They are all those little extras we take for granted. Almost everything we have is taken for granted, it's a part of our culture, just like that double double or that third Canadian. That doesn't mean we can't give to others. It's actually motivation to change things for people who don't have the same comforts as us. That's how buying someone a coffee, or giving them a ride can change your life.

We all take what we need and more. It's nature, and it happens. We envy those who have the most, the CEOs, the Celebrities,  the athletes. They all had to get to where they were by working hard and in one way or another by being aggressive. CEOs do corporate take overs, celebrities are making pornography, and competition is at the core of athletics. To rise to the top, you gotta fight to win.